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I deffinatly miss Rhode Island... not so much Rhode Island itself, but the people that are there and the way it made me feel. Dont get me wrong i like New Jersey and I love Brittny, but this place is so lonely. Its just me and Brittny all alone amongst millions of strangers. and im still drug free. its still killing me, but i dont even have enough money to think about it. i dont know when ill be able to work on my tattoo... I work at WaWa, im a gas attendant, and i make shit and i work shitty hours. tonite i have to work 11pm-7am and i am so not looking forward to it. ya i bought a bike and i ride around but its only so fun when you have no friends and no one else to ride with. i havnt done any artwork in so long... but really what is the point anyway. the little bit of offroading ive done is not up to my level and nothing like im used to, i mean it was fun... but i never left 2wd. and i really dont know where to go. Jeep Jamborie is here this year, in the pine barrens, but if you know about jeep jamborie then you know that its 250 a person, and i dont think that it would fit in my budget. there are supposed to be better job oppertunities in store for me, but really they cant come soon enough. the whole no friends situation is really starting to take its toll. i keep wishing i could start a band or a bike gang or go to local shows... none of its going to happen, at least not now, maybe ever. i mean i love brittny so much so overall its worth it but its pretty hard. im sure ill get used to it. i love brittny its worth it.