Feb 11, 2006 12:25
i need a place to do my artwork. thats another thing thats bad about living at home again, i dont have anywhere to work. thats also whats going to suck about new jersey, i wont have anywhere to work.
i dont paint like most painters. i prefer large scale work and insanely messy work. i enjoy getting everything involved into my paintings. basically that includes the whole room too. between my violent mixing and unpredictable sloshing and throwing, its not just the canvas that has a new decor.
i cant do this here. i cant do it there. thats one of the only things i miss about cranston (pre-jill). that and the only food being the food we bought, and the fact that it felt like our house not our parents.
we are much better off out of cranston though. those scummy roomates are apparently still trying to start shit with Brittny though. hopefully that will all just end March 1st when we are gone.
i wonder if i will miss Rhode Island... i know now im always saying i hate Rhode Island, but will my opinion change after i leave? its a weird thing to think about. leaving. i dont even know when ill be coming back. basically it will just be to get some color put in when i have extra money. other than that i have no idea why id come back. i guess well see what happens.