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Nov 06, 2004 17:25

It's been awhile since I left you...

I finally up and left my job. It amazes me how fake people can be. After all the BS they put me through in one month, they give me a going away party - fully equipped with bagels for breakfast and a huge ice cream cake delivered by room service in the afternoon. Don't get me wrong, it was a very kind gesture, but they totally caught me off guard with all that. Even the b*tch who seems to have been cursed with the worse case of PMS everyday of her life told me that she was sad to see me go. I wonder how much courage it took her to spit a few compliments at me. Now THAT totally caught me off guard. I really have been praying for her though. I'm happy to know that God knew she needed help the most. Thank you.

Ironically, I quit my job, yet two days before, I bought a car. Yes, Vegas life is that dope. I'm really proud of my decision of what kind of car to get. For a hot second all I could think about was rollin down the strip in a Lexus, BMW or even a Jaguar...but after a lot of thinking, reality kicks in and I realize that that really isn't me. I wasn't going to be a slave to a huge car payment for another 5 years. There's so much more to do with that money, like TRAVEL! But seriously, I'm not going to be someone that I'm not. I'm not going to get sucked into all that bling-bling, when on the inside I'm mentally on a whole different level. I'm just trying to make things right in a world that has gone all wrong.

Had another talk with Sistah Girl the other night. We were all up on the topic of simplicity and just living with just the necessities. We have seriously started to revert back to our old ways of writing hand written letters and giving time to actually sit down and read a book. We have all got use to the luxuries of email, internet and technology that we have forgotten how things use to be. I just want to live a simple life ya'll. And look at me writing in an electronic journal when I should be using a pen and paper. This will get some time to get use to.
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