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"Conversations With Emily" by Park

hey pretty, whats on your mind
nothing here, an endless night
fed up and sick, tired of me
my thin boy voice ruins everything
oh sweetheart dont say such things
we dont know whos listening
dont talk, dont smile
just silently walk on by

my emily says oh lad
what has she done
to my darling innocent boy
my favorite late night someone
i wish you were here to kiss me
and scream damnit lad i need you back
emily rolls over in bed and says
it is really so bad?

hey pretty are you secretly sad?
questions i dare not ask
fed up and sick, tired of this
such simple things i miss
oh sweetheart dont say such things
we dont know who's listening
the only thing that can build this gap(?)
is the one who doesn't want me back

my emily says oh lad
how long can this last
as long as it takes to get that attention
so safe at last
i wish you were here to hold me
and scream damnit lad i need you back
emily rolls over in bed and says
you dont want that

so heres my advice to you
this shouldve turned out different
but it didnt, so get over it
but dont you find it reassuring
that one constellation glowing
my darling boy it wont snow where she is going