thoughts are killers in a silent world

[acetaline]

so, i didn't do anything that i had planned on doing. i guess it was a good weekend. cant really talk about it....umm....so, i've been thinking about her more often. i didnt think about her at all for a long time, but i have been lately. i am seriously considering calling her this afternoon. i see no harm that can come of it. but none-the-less i am afraid to. i just need a change in my life because i have too much to deal with that i cant handle. so, i suppose i will at least try.

so i think that there are maybe one or two people who will know what im talking about here.