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As always i have that 1 entry i MUST! make each year.......1 entry and an over use of (.........)'s lol...Well lets take a look back shall we? have a looksie?...a GANDER? if we can? I made it into concordia after getting a 22 or 23 on the ACT -second or third time i took it...i cant really remember- After i found this out i received a job at Maggiano's (SP) and i was given the job title: Stocker. Its nice to get 7.30 an hour but its not worth standing in that 3X4 invisible barrier polishing silverware then bussing tables, stocking stations, and helping out with everyones job. The upside to working at a restaurant is the social atmosphere, even when things are going terrible on the floor the kitchen is a pretty at ease place...we all bitch about the same things...laugh...and then run back onto the floor...its a nice cycle.......well i got to college and my roomate is/was Alex Dahl, i'd say i lucked out because he's not a real party guy...so naturally if i decide i want to sleep its not a battle at all because usually i'm the last one in bed anyway. Unfortunately i still have that high school mind set so i am not really trying as hard as i should be...naturally this is pissing off my parents as it should because Concordia is expensive. We're down to the last month count down and i just cant wait to get home to see Stephanie, LeAnn, Chi, Ducky and my other friends. Of course i'm also excited to see my family more Eric and my Dad than anyone else in da fam. Apparently i might join the marines, its up to convincing my parents that this might be the best thing for me right now, so i get that ability to just focus and such. Given you can force yourself i'm sure i have been unable to do that thus far and i feel the marines are intense enough that i wont screw around anymore. My only downside to going into the marines is that i wont get to see people more than once a year for the next 4 years....and beyond that when i come back i will technically be 4 years behind everyone else...I'm afraid Steph wouldn't wait around for me for 4 years but then again i'm already worried about that now because i have 3 years to go and even now i see that 3 years might end up being to long...So here i am slightly confused as to what i'm planning for the rest of mah year...its a big choice...the marines that is because its something i've always wanted to do but i feel like for some reason i'm going in for all the wrong reasons.