hmmm
yeah things are crazy. i dont even know.
i feel like im "growing up" alot. i feel that i have been the same up until like last september. i really dont think there was any particular reason or anything like that just its just something you have no control over. i guess. i dunno.
i think im gunna stop like thinking way to far ahead and stop assuming things. like my biggest thing is, that i automatically think that this is how it is and this is how its gunna always be. yeah well that is true but its only true if i dont get off my fat ass and do something about it. yah know. so from now on im going to try to actually live a little. cuz i just kinda stopped doing that.
i have so many temptations.
im gunna work hard the next couple weeks at getting some really sweet art stuff from my brain to some canvas and or paper. i need to stop being a lazy computer artist for just like 2 seconds. sometimes i wonder if i even know how to draw and paint anymore. we will see i guess.
im starting to write out the millions of senior pictures i have to write on. and the funny thing about that is that i look at the pictures and i dont even feel like its me. haha. maybe ill apologize for the picutres not really resembleing me anymore.
ok im getting ansy to do some (good) damage. heh.
i feel like im "growing up" alot. i feel that i have been the same up until like last september. i really dont think there was any particular reason or anything like that just its just something you have no control over. i guess. i dunno.
i think im gunna stop like thinking way to far ahead and stop assuming things. like my biggest thing is, that i automatically think that this is how it is and this is how its gunna always be. yeah well that is true but its only true if i dont get off my fat ass and do something about it. yah know. so from now on im going to try to actually live a little. cuz i just kinda stopped doing that.
i have so many temptations.
im gunna work hard the next couple weeks at getting some really sweet art stuff from my brain to some canvas and or paper. i need to stop being a lazy computer artist for just like 2 seconds. sometimes i wonder if i even know how to draw and paint anymore. we will see i guess.
im starting to write out the millions of senior pictures i have to write on. and the funny thing about that is that i look at the pictures and i dont even feel like its me. haha. maybe ill apologize for the picutres not really resembleing me anymore.
ok im getting ansy to do some (good) damage. heh.