Mar 02, 2005 20:04
yeah i quit life.
sometimes....no thats an understatement, All the time, i have no hope for the future. i mean pretty much the only thing that was ever cool in my life was being a little kid and meeting some(i stress some) really cool people. what else, not a damn thing. what really im a working for or working to achieve. shit, thats what.
today i was talking to my brother and we were talking about what it would be like if we had parents, period. or like a sane family. or parents that actually cared about you and helped you when u needed them. it would be great. alot of people do bitch about their parents and say that they hate them and shit but really 9 times out of 10, im just like wow i wish i could bitch about how my parents wont give me 20 dollars a week instead of 10. or how they wont get me another camarro. or how they took my car away. or whatever.
yeah this snow needs to melt and it needs to be nice out before i kill myself. winter makes me 50 times more depressed than normal. the trees look ugly, the nasty dirty snow is gross, and everything looks ugly. and theres barely any sun. uhhh. go away bitch ass winter.
yeahhh boyfriends jobs, i really fuckin hate. work all day and night long, all week then weekends boyfriends are fat-grumpy-lazy ass bastards. yeah im really looking forward to the weekend, not really. maybe friday but not cuz of the boyfriend.
i wish there was like a place you can go and be like yeah im just gunna resign. i quit.
"im going nowhere fast..."