Sep 21, 2010 23:44
it's been pretty tough to get through the days lately. aside from the normal good things i have going (friends, family, sports) i've felt my continual unemployment weighing heavily on me. you don't really know how frustrating it can be to have no positive outlook in something you think about constantly/spend countless hours doing research and attempting to address until you've experienced it for yourself.
i still maintain that i'll head anywhere in order to get a job. thing that sucks is i know a lot of my job searching through the internet is shot in the dark. online job postings are generally crappy to begin with based on the fact they don't always disclose every detail related to the job.
i need something to happen soon. that's all i know. not even from the financial standpoint (which...is getting tougher by the week). i just need something to pop so that i can avoid going insane.