She's Just Like A Maze Where All Of The Walls Continually Change
*I've done all I can
To stand on the steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me*
today was an acceptable day. not extremly productive but Edge was good. i didn't do anything terrible driving today so thats a plus. cale came to edge finally and talkedl ike a girl. haha, jk i know i made you. and elleka did too which was very good.
and i'm trying. i try and i try to see the positive, to remember its all for the best. i try not to think about all the what if's, but i slip sometimes and i do think about it and i do remember and i wonder, how am i gonna do this? how will i do it without you?
*You, well, you might be my greatest fear
Cause you’re the only one who can make me think
You just might be everything I need
And that, well, that’s the scariest thing
I hope I never get that close again
I hope I never meet another friend
Who measures up to you*
my computer won't get out of italics. grr. i can't stop it.
*Can't you see
That I wanna be
There with open arms
It's empty tonight
And I'm all alone
Get me through this one
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I'm writing again
These letters to you
Aren't much I know
But I'm not sleeping and
You're not here
The thought s.t.o.p.s. m.y. h.e.a.r.t.*
the weekend is finally coming. i need to get out and be with people, go places. i'd love to go to the beach, or kings dominion. but i think i'm gonna have to settle for much less.
*And my mind has said its farewell
And my lips have declared "it's time"
But my heart cannot say its goodbye...*