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on the other hand...
I notice I make many references lately with water. lol
I shouldn't write blogs when I'm at work but there's really no other time i can. If I didn't work at a cyber cafe I wouldn't be online so much seriously I only go on at home to unload my camera and to download/watch a movie/tv series or play on ps3.
I had some boof shit happen to me this weekend but I don't and can't feel bad about it because it's just totally outrageous. like when a kid throws a tantrum....and... what can you do ..you can't really get mad you just have to let them do it until they pass out, and in this case put it to bed and move on or see what happens next.
What would you do? If you have two equally good friends that don't like eachother. A and B. It's b's bday...and your making plans to do something at some point this weekend, A's dog/son like creature dies on B's bday. Would you hang out with your distraught friend or the one having a b-day.?
and
Do you think it's understandable for B to get pissed enough to be a total bitch and blow out of porportion?or is it as silly as it seems to me?
Though we are in a state of waiting. I remembered that life is the journey not the destination and I looked around me this weekend and I realized that I have it pretty sweet right now.
I don't have a asshole bf, that fights with me or has some stupid jealousy,over bearing, self self esteem, or loyalty issues and he cares about what I want. Who is willing to do what it takes to get moving forward and accepts me and isn't a "bitch nigga" good/bad. it's a great feeling. Love is great and greater still knowing the without a doubt that you can reach out your hand and there's your man backing you up and vice/versus. not to try and make him seem like a saint of any sort he's not he can be lazy and annoy me to no end, etc etc etc but if really that's worst of it I count myself lucky
I have a great nook with my beautiful smart babies.
My roommate situation is great. I have two guys that love me and I can be myself around. We just eat shit, have organized cleaning/organizing bonanza together. When one can't do something some one else can.
This Halloween should be actually fun this year! Juan has a show at 9 in Doral. Which means I'm not going to work to get the costumes on early with makeup and everything go to the show and then party all night like we do!
so yeah being underwater as like i said but the water is tranquil. I don't live in a bubble of negativity I live on a spectrum full of life and light and though things do go to shit as its part of the circle my state of mind/spirit/is in a good place.
*shrugs*
They say home is where the heart is. Its been years since I can say that I have a home.
My heart feels safe in the circle of furs and two of my closet guy friends. Lucky me :)
p.s. I'm loving the weather!
I notice I make many references lately with water. lol
I shouldn't write blogs when I'm at work but there's really no other time i can. If I didn't work at a cyber cafe I wouldn't be online so much seriously I only go on at home to unload my camera and to download/watch a movie/tv series or play on ps3.
I had some boof shit happen to me this weekend but I don't and can't feel bad about it because it's just totally outrageous. like when a kid throws a tantrum....and... what can you do ..you can't really get mad you just have to let them do it until they pass out, and in this case put it to bed and move on or see what happens next.
What would you do? If you have two equally good friends that don't like eachother. A and B. It's b's bday...and your making plans to do something at some point this weekend, A's dog/son like creature dies on B's bday. Would you hang out with your distraught friend or the one having a b-day.?
and
Do you think it's understandable for B to get pissed enough to be a total bitch and blow out of porportion?or is it as silly as it seems to me?
Though we are in a state of waiting. I remembered that life is the journey not the destination and I looked around me this weekend and I realized that I have it pretty sweet right now.
I don't have a asshole bf, that fights with me or has some stupid jealousy,over bearing, self self esteem, or loyalty issues and he cares about what I want. Who is willing to do what it takes to get moving forward and accepts me and isn't a "bitch nigga" good/bad. it's a great feeling. Love is great and greater still knowing the without a doubt that you can reach out your hand and there's your man backing you up and vice/versus. not to try and make him seem like a saint of any sort he's not he can be lazy and annoy me to no end, etc etc etc but if really that's worst of it I count myself lucky
I have a great nook with my beautiful smart babies.
My roommate situation is great. I have two guys that love me and I can be myself around. We just eat shit, have organized cleaning/organizing bonanza together. When one can't do something some one else can.
This Halloween should be actually fun this year! Juan has a show at 9 in Doral. Which means I'm not going to work to get the costumes on early with makeup and everything go to the show and then party all night like we do!
so yeah being underwater as like i said but the water is tranquil. I don't live in a bubble of negativity I live on a spectrum full of life and light and though things do go to shit as its part of the circle my state of mind/spirit/is in a good place.
*shrugs*
They say home is where the heart is. Its been years since I can say that I have a home.
My heart feels safe in the circle of furs and two of my closet guy friends. Lucky me :)
p.s. I'm loving the weather!