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I HATE this HOUSE!@!!
I haven't felt so much anger and frustration in a long time. Everyday that passes I realize just how ignorant my mother is and how this house is a house of a ignorant. I can't take it.
I spent over 12 hours just trying to get "my room" some what organized.
It's been hell in this house for the last week, My aunt decided to bring my clothes back in bags though I took them over in hangers. SO I had 3 bags of clothes dirty clothes and clean mixed all of it rinkled so I had like 6 loads of clothes to do today all on my own. Lovely.
Of course now that they are clean they have no where to go because my mother who is always talking about "what makes the value of the house increase...blah blah" decided when I move out to change my beautiful huge closet into two 1/3 closets...needless to say I make sure to remind her at every waking moment how idiotic that was and that no self respecting person would be happy in that room. The only thing that made that room decent was the closet. That along with her cutting down every tree in our territory, having all the hot water faucets in the sinks not work "so not to waste water". I can't fucking wash my face with warm water unless I do it in the shower!
I wanted to just cry, has I looked at all my shit everywhere because I wanted to make it fit and thought I'm finally done at 2:00 in the morning, I still have one bag of clothes and a box of miscellaneous that I need to find somewhere to put it. I took out all the things into the shed that I wouldnt need till I moved out.
I'm sure I was in a foul mood already but today my family was being stupid. Thank the goddess that Gaby and Esty came over for a bit to "help" but it was mostly to keep me sane and stuff like that.
I think it's funny how my mother kept telling me .."but wouldn't it look nicer if you..." Mother! I don't want nice looking I want practical. These closets are nice looking but they aren't practical and niether is trying to fit all of my shoes in of these closets so I have they out under my window where I can see them, put my mini book selves in the closet so i have more walking room.
I want to get a book shelf, and shoe rack of some sort. I should go to the container store they have great ideas for making things look hot and organized. Oh! I threw away the piece of shit tv and the furniture that held it because the drawers were itty bitty and it was pointless to have it. Once again fuck pretty I need practical.
Ok thats all. *sigh* I feel better. I start working tomorrow and i get paid the same night. I should make atleast 100 or 200 tonight. I hope that will be enought to get my shit together. pay off everyone and get the fuck out. I wouldn't mind a secound job but it has to be has chill has this one. I also found out that I only need 5 or 4 credits to get my AA. What the fuck have I been doing! All I need is my chem class and another photography class and boom I'm out. Atleast till I figure out what I really want to do or what I'm going to do with my major.
Rawr!
If theres alot of misspelling forgive I don't have microsoft words and I dont want to reread and I type retarded when I'm mad. :p
I want pot :(
I haven't felt so much anger and frustration in a long time. Everyday that passes I realize just how ignorant my mother is and how this house is a house of a ignorant. I can't take it.
I spent over 12 hours just trying to get "my room" some what organized.
It's been hell in this house for the last week, My aunt decided to bring my clothes back in bags though I took them over in hangers. SO I had 3 bags of clothes dirty clothes and clean mixed all of it rinkled so I had like 6 loads of clothes to do today all on my own. Lovely.
Of course now that they are clean they have no where to go because my mother who is always talking about "what makes the value of the house increase...blah blah" decided when I move out to change my beautiful huge closet into two 1/3 closets...needless to say I make sure to remind her at every waking moment how idiotic that was and that no self respecting person would be happy in that room. The only thing that made that room decent was the closet. That along with her cutting down every tree in our territory, having all the hot water faucets in the sinks not work "so not to waste water". I can't fucking wash my face with warm water unless I do it in the shower!
I wanted to just cry, has I looked at all my shit everywhere because I wanted to make it fit and thought I'm finally done at 2:00 in the morning, I still have one bag of clothes and a box of miscellaneous that I need to find somewhere to put it. I took out all the things into the shed that I wouldnt need till I moved out.
I'm sure I was in a foul mood already but today my family was being stupid. Thank the goddess that Gaby and Esty came over for a bit to "help" but it was mostly to keep me sane and stuff like that.
I think it's funny how my mother kept telling me .."but wouldn't it look nicer if you..." Mother! I don't want nice looking I want practical. These closets are nice looking but they aren't practical and niether is trying to fit all of my shoes in of these closets so I have they out under my window where I can see them, put my mini book selves in the closet so i have more walking room.
I want to get a book shelf, and shoe rack of some sort. I should go to the container store they have great ideas for making things look hot and organized. Oh! I threw away the piece of shit tv and the furniture that held it because the drawers were itty bitty and it was pointless to have it. Once again fuck pretty I need practical.
Ok thats all. *sigh* I feel better. I start working tomorrow and i get paid the same night. I should make atleast 100 or 200 tonight. I hope that will be enought to get my shit together. pay off everyone and get the fuck out. I wouldn't mind a secound job but it has to be has chill has this one. I also found out that I only need 5 or 4 credits to get my AA. What the fuck have I been doing! All I need is my chem class and another photography class and boom I'm out. Atleast till I figure out what I really want to do or what I'm going to do with my major.
Rawr!
If theres alot of misspelling forgive I don't have microsoft words and I dont want to reread and I type retarded when I'm mad. :p
I want pot :(