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wow I haven't posted here in a while especially not public.
I got a job working at an Emergency Animal Clinic doing Kennel and where I'll be able to learn and become an assitant. Woot . I can't wait for that first check. It's going to be hard doing graveyard shift and balancing school but it's not like I have anyone that needs me there for them or anyone who will miss me at night. No only drake and I give him days where I go to the park or to the beach and just make it a him day. I love working there I really do I just want to get a hang of it already and just know the right way of doing things because everyone teaches me shit a one way or another and it's confusing.
yup I just hope that all my hard work pays off. I plan to work here about a year or two then go to UF or just become a TECH Vet. Two years of no holiday or weekends with constant work and school should pay off. Oh yes and lots of Therapy lol to keep me from losing it from lack support from people in my life that come and go and I stay wanting.
My mom is being her usual self...but with this work and school would it be worth it to live on my own to pay rent for aplace I'm never at? eh and then there drake wouldn't have a anyone there to tend to him while i'm not there....
I miss missy fu, it makes me want to cry. I need to stop this because this thing this stupid journal always makes me talk about things that matter and I dont don't want to deal with certain things because me being strong is what I need I don't have time for a break down.
I got a job working at an Emergency Animal Clinic doing Kennel and where I'll be able to learn and become an assitant. Woot . I can't wait for that first check. It's going to be hard doing graveyard shift and balancing school but it's not like I have anyone that needs me there for them or anyone who will miss me at night. No only drake and I give him days where I go to the park or to the beach and just make it a him day. I love working there I really do I just want to get a hang of it already and just know the right way of doing things because everyone teaches me shit a one way or another and it's confusing.
yup I just hope that all my hard work pays off. I plan to work here about a year or two then go to UF or just become a TECH Vet. Two years of no holiday or weekends with constant work and school should pay off. Oh yes and lots of Therapy lol to keep me from losing it from lack support from people in my life that come and go and I stay wanting.
My mom is being her usual self...but with this work and school would it be worth it to live on my own to pay rent for aplace I'm never at? eh and then there drake wouldn't have a anyone there to tend to him while i'm not there....
I miss missy fu, it makes me want to cry. I need to stop this because this thing this stupid journal always makes me talk about things that matter and I dont don't want to deal with certain things because me being strong is what I need I don't have time for a break down.