Strange happenings...

[aceofspades686]

Went to my friend's house and exchanged presents there. Ended up getting an FYE gift card, a new shirt because the one I had like it was wearing out, and F.E.A.R. The irony of the last gift is that I was telling you_bastards just the other day that I had been wanting to play it and that I was thinking about buying it after Christmas. After we exchanged gifts, we went to another guys house where we sat around watching anime, playing Soul Caliber III and just chilling out. It was a fun time, but something was disconcerting about the whole thing. The entire time, regardless of how much I laughed and regardless of what I did, I couldn't stop thinking of her..Still I can't.. I know why, its because someone said her name early on, but I don't even know if they were talking about her, just that name, brings some many memories flooding back..I have to move on, but it's so hard.. F.E.A.R. just finished installing, so I think I'm going to go play it now.. maybe take my mind off things...

On a side note to kaishu, I just broke my chop sticks even. I almost had a heartattack... that is all...