the insane parts of life
this is most of a letter basically describing the insanely ironic week ive had........
i cannot explain why i have ignored you all these past few days.....i guess i just needed time alone not only to get better from having strep but also to clear my head. i hope some of this past weeks events help explain some of this madness of which i type. leaving my house for two days to elevate stress from the insane parental units........ finally realizing that some one likes me....and their in front of my face!!!......and theyre leaving for another continent in two days!!!!!!! ITS JUST MY FUCKING LUCK!!!!!! then getting sooooo sick that i cant swallow even the smallest drop of water. with the everyday bullshit on top of that.......wouldnt you think that youd crack too.....? i know that i had stuff to do for you christina.......that will all be done on monday and overnighted to every address that i have......two copies each like you said.......so that even though your best friend was STUPID enough not to call you on your birthday i will still make sure every one is there for your party......even if you now dont want me to attend, and i will understand your decision. ive had my said.....and will now begin to answer the phone again.....if im awake.
i cannot explain why i have ignored you all these past few days.....i guess i just needed time alone not only to get better from having strep but also to clear my head. i hope some of this past weeks events help explain some of this madness of which i type. leaving my house for two days to elevate stress from the insane parental units........ finally realizing that some one likes me....and their in front of my face!!!......and theyre leaving for another continent in two days!!!!!!! ITS JUST MY FUCKING LUCK!!!!!! then getting sooooo sick that i cant swallow even the smallest drop of water. with the everyday bullshit on top of that.......wouldnt you think that youd crack too.....? i know that i had stuff to do for you christina.......that will all be done on monday and overnighted to every address that i have......two copies each like you said.......so that even though your best friend was STUPID enough not to call you on your birthday i will still make sure every one is there for your party......even if you now dont want me to attend, and i will understand your decision. ive had my said.....and will now begin to answer the phone again.....if im awake.