Updating again.
The summer makes me feel fucking insane.
I cannot wait to start school.
I need to be occupied with constructive things.
Sometimes I feel as if time has simply burried the past.
Leaving no trace of the path in which led me here.
And with this absence of familiarity,
I find it hard to recognize myself sometimes.
I just feel a lot of change within myself.
I guess they just call it growing pains.
But for the most part, I have never felt more authentic.
I've been allowing people to bring me down too much.
I suppose one can only hope for so much change.
I try very hard to make people feel important.
I want to make people feel loved.
I can't help that I do not feel the mutual effort, at times.
But, time will tell.
I cannot wait to start school.
I need to be occupied with constructive things.
Sometimes I feel as if time has simply burried the past.
Leaving no trace of the path in which led me here.
And with this absence of familiarity,
I find it hard to recognize myself sometimes.
I just feel a lot of change within myself.
I guess they just call it growing pains.
But for the most part, I have never felt more authentic.
I've been allowing people to bring me down too much.
I suppose one can only hope for so much change.
I try very hard to make people feel important.
I want to make people feel loved.
I can't help that I do not feel the mutual effort, at times.
But, time will tell.