Feb 27, 2006 09:22
I had a good weekend. It was fun. Wen't to Marc's party, hung out with friends, saw Walk The Line, which was excellent.
Overall fun weekend with great people.
Here are just a few random little thoughts that have been boucing around inside my head...
I believe once you have experienced the death of someone very close to you, you look at life completely different from the next person. When I look back at how I was before my father passed, I am suprised that person inside of me even existed. This is the reason why so many people don't understand why I do the things I do, the things I say, and the way I act. I guess I am sort of fine with that. I guess I don't really care at all. Sometimes I feel like my goal in life is to find that someone who understands. I believe with every life comes a lesson, perhaps that will be my lesson? Who knows?
"A journey is like a person- no two are the same" - John Steinback
And I've come to the conclusion that I will always love her with all of my heart, and everything that I am. Because for a long time, she was the one who understood, and in a way, she still does. This doesn't mean I will never love anyone else. I'm sure I'll find someone else, but I'll take my time. Who knows, maybe I have already met her?
"If you walk away, I’ll walk away
First tell me which road you will take
I don’t want to risk our paths crossing some day
So you walk that way, I’ll walk this way"
Well, I hope everyone has a good day.
A storm is coming tonight. Suppose to be pretty big.
I think it'll sit in the rain and enjoy it.