I've realized that this song pretty much captures how I'm feeling at the moment, but it's towards the feeling of home that I don't really have any more instead of towards a brother. To me home is the beach and the city and street fairs with live music and crowds and five hundred different types of people. It's my mother and sunlight and growing things, my father's intellect and the way I feel when I can smell the ocean. It's long walks late at night and wild sage, being happy without fucking working at it and people I can count on for anything, at anytime.
I've never needed something that I can't have so badly before. So this song is from me, to how I remember my life in San Diego.
Goodnight Sweetheart by Billie the Vision and the Dancers
Hello it’s Pablo, your brother Pablo. Sorry for calling this late. But it suddenly hit me that I miss you so much and you’re too far away from me. I never told you how much I love you and everybody needs a brother like you.
So goodnight dear brother, goodnight sweet brother and thank you brother for helping me out, goodnight.
Hello it’s Pablo. Sorry for calling again. Do you remember when I dreamed about witches? I woke you up asking if I could sleep in your bed and you said “there is plenty of space..."
so goodnight sweet brother, goodnight dear brother and take my hand if you dream about witches, goodnight
My brother went to Stockholm and I went crazy. I thought I could make it all by myself. But things have changed slowly now I’m in a mess. I wish you could bless me like you’ve blessed me before.
So goodnight dear brother, goodnight sweet brother and thank you brother for helping me out. So goodnight dear brother, goodnight sweet brother goodnight dear brother goodnight sweetheart, goodnight.
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