Ambiguous.
Hey guys, sorry I haven't really been around, I've been a hot mess lately. Just everything kind of rushing up on me I guess, with my mom moving to Connecticut in a week and school and personal freaking out for no apparent reason.
I don't know, I'm seriously considering going to part-time student and getting a job, if just because I really don't want to take out any more loans, and I don't see what I could do for money otherwise. I'm also hoping that doing this might help me get out of this funk I'm having with school (I don't know if it's just anxiety or what, but it's really fucking me up).
But! I'm eating the cauliflower that I grew in my own garden, a friend made me dinner yesterday (cornflake chicken and matzo ball soup!), and by the end of the quarter, I'll be fucking swimming in mushrooms from my PLP class. Jules is due to spend the weekend next week,
pixystyx42 (aka the redhead) is letting me cry all over her and doesn't seem to be freaking out about it,
foxtrubl89 regularly lets me hang all over her, and
annaham is a voice of reason in the maelstrom of my current mental state. I got 3 new cds in the mail (Dresden Dolls - Yes, Virginia, Tori Amos - Under the Pink, and Iron Maiden - Seventh Son of a Seventh Son) and I'm ordering this because I want to, dammit. So it's not all bad.
I don't know, I'm seriously considering going to part-time student and getting a job, if just because I really don't want to take out any more loans, and I don't see what I could do for money otherwise. I'm also hoping that doing this might help me get out of this funk I'm having with school (I don't know if it's just anxiety or what, but it's really fucking me up).
But! I'm eating the cauliflower that I grew in my own garden, a friend made me dinner yesterday (cornflake chicken and matzo ball soup!), and by the end of the quarter, I'll be fucking swimming in mushrooms from my PLP class. Jules is due to spend the weekend next week,
pixystyx42 (aka the redhead) is letting me cry all over her and doesn't seem to be freaking out about it,
foxtrubl89 regularly lets me hang all over her, and
annaham is a voice of reason in the maelstrom of my current mental state. I got 3 new cds in the mail (Dresden Dolls - Yes, Virginia, Tori Amos - Under the Pink, and Iron Maiden - Seventh Son of a Seventh Son) and I'm ordering this because I want to, dammit. So it's not all bad.
