Feb 06, 2006 23:14
a chainsaw in the forest
the pain saw was enormous
each tree lowers the torment
my 1000 pages still lay dormant
papers the worlds greatest absorbent
each page changes the way i explore it
my brains stained everyday it stays morbid
constantly seeing a brick wall when i floor it
at my funeral, Lucifer's singing the chorus
the view from the cage strays everyday
the screws and the chains portrays pain & decay
it frayed the brains display of the maze
arraigned, the police blame the way he was raised
cliche, but they told him he needed to change his ways
what did he say?
as Lucifer whispers in his ear
"Isn't it cristal clear, isn't anyone listening here?
I'm not one to persevere, doesn't it appear i just want to disappear?
I smile knowing the hearse is near, its just hurt & fear
whats worse than here? nothing, that's why i curse this year
its severe how i want to sever my neck and never forget
everything that i witnessed and yet forever forget
this life i lived, the diapers and crib
the way i wore my bib from strife in my life as a kid
to the knife in my right as i live"
He stopped talking and strikes his fist, his whole life is shit
witnesses say hes got a right to be pissed
taken away, the bailiff tightens the cuffs to the wrist
as they walk away he stops right where he is
goes right for his hip
grabs the gun to take his life and he did
frightened as shit
the room is silent and stiff
violent as if a crime was commit
that's it