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when you look at me..what do you see?
just a guy that trys to be unique
dont look too deep..
cause if its the truth you seek
the tail of the story might make tears seep
ill start at birth
for what its worth, given a normal life
and it seemed my dad had a normal wife
but shit was real normal like
just like the everyday normal fight
but thats not normal, right?
didn't take to long,
for that same old song
to change to wrong
the days were hot and the nights were long
and it was weird not havin dad in my arms
i knew that life wasnt right..
..but they ment no harm
it wasnt my fault they didnt get along
lets jump ahead a few years..
ill admit i shead a few tears
and around new years
there was a new women around here
here lied a new problem
this women was a huge problem
we didnt need them and she brought'em
we didnt like it but we fought'em
and when she lost'em, you bet it cost'em
cause sometimes dad would doubt him
like "what the hell you fought about huh?"
and soon he'd get on his case
then get in his face
and he'd face all this pain he'd wish to erase
but it would just be a taste
of the past comin' back again
that crack under the left breast comin' back again
the heart ache was all the heart could take
so it took some heart strength to stop the heart ache
the heart told its maker how it felt
dad took it to heart, and soon it was delt
she was a thing of the past, something the heart felt
was the best for the family, as the parts melt
back into a so-called family, but it can't be
not normal atleast, i needed a mom and a dad to make a family
i had a mom, and a dad, but not the combo sadly
two different houses, two different adresses
one same pain, one big mess that gets
worse over time, but sometimes it gets better
time goes by..
he found someone new, someone i could relate too
someone worth being nice to, someone who
just might be, the final piece of the family
it was me, finally realizing that all things can be
even if you doubt it the drought might rain free
well..thats the story
now to me..
thats what shaped me, made me, into me
so if i still have pain can you blame me?
if i find you, are you gonna change me?
just questions before i jump in the game, see
some girls make it a mission to change guys
but they dont, they just help them make lies
because someone is molded at a young age
they dont change at heart, just the act on stage
lets flip the page..
to girls..
if i hold too tight when i hug you
its not ment to scare, its b/c i love you
and smell good when i see you
so i can take your scent to heaven & still breathe you
but if you say "i love you" make it so i believe you
make your actions louder than when i speak to you
cause ive heard words before, doesnt mean i believe'em
and if what you say isnt true, then i'll be leavin
words of wisdom..
dont give it up fast thinkin it will make it last
they'll just laugh and make you the past
things take time, and if you do too
it'll really show you if he loves you
its how you act, not the things you do
that make us happy
now let me talk to you..
Believe the things i say, the way life goes
at the beginning molds the person you are,
if you are not someone you like, dont let someone
change you, you need to change your self.
If someone wants to change you, you dont need them,
they arnt there for you, they are there for the challenge
to see if they can do it. If they can't, they'll be gone.
But they wont, you cant change someone, that someone
is that for a reason. Thats how they were shaped. So
if you're in it to change someone, leave, dont hurt them.
Pain isn't something the heart needs to face all the time.
Love is something the heart always needs. Take it from someone
who hasn't always had it. I've struggled to have love.
The pain i had inside over-shadowed the love i had.
I've gone down a rocky road, and some don't know that,
but now they do. So before you judge me next time, get
to know me, I'm the way i am for a reason, I can't
help it. But i'm trying.
just a guy that trys to be unique
dont look too deep..
cause if its the truth you seek
the tail of the story might make tears seep
ill start at birth
for what its worth, given a normal life
and it seemed my dad had a normal wife
but shit was real normal like
just like the everyday normal fight
but thats not normal, right?
didn't take to long,
for that same old song
to change to wrong
the days were hot and the nights were long
and it was weird not havin dad in my arms
i knew that life wasnt right..
..but they ment no harm
it wasnt my fault they didnt get along
lets jump ahead a few years..
ill admit i shead a few tears
and around new years
there was a new women around here
here lied a new problem
this women was a huge problem
we didnt need them and she brought'em
we didnt like it but we fought'em
and when she lost'em, you bet it cost'em
cause sometimes dad would doubt him
like "what the hell you fought about huh?"
and soon he'd get on his case
then get in his face
and he'd face all this pain he'd wish to erase
but it would just be a taste
of the past comin' back again
that crack under the left breast comin' back again
the heart ache was all the heart could take
so it took some heart strength to stop the heart ache
the heart told its maker how it felt
dad took it to heart, and soon it was delt
she was a thing of the past, something the heart felt
was the best for the family, as the parts melt
back into a so-called family, but it can't be
not normal atleast, i needed a mom and a dad to make a family
i had a mom, and a dad, but not the combo sadly
two different houses, two different adresses
one same pain, one big mess that gets
worse over time, but sometimes it gets better
time goes by..
he found someone new, someone i could relate too
someone worth being nice to, someone who
just might be, the final piece of the family
it was me, finally realizing that all things can be
even if you doubt it the drought might rain free
well..thats the story
now to me..
thats what shaped me, made me, into me
so if i still have pain can you blame me?
if i find you, are you gonna change me?
just questions before i jump in the game, see
some girls make it a mission to change guys
but they dont, they just help them make lies
because someone is molded at a young age
they dont change at heart, just the act on stage
lets flip the page..
to girls..
if i hold too tight when i hug you
its not ment to scare, its b/c i love you
and smell good when i see you
so i can take your scent to heaven & still breathe you
but if you say "i love you" make it so i believe you
make your actions louder than when i speak to you
cause ive heard words before, doesnt mean i believe'em
and if what you say isnt true, then i'll be leavin
words of wisdom..
dont give it up fast thinkin it will make it last
they'll just laugh and make you the past
things take time, and if you do too
it'll really show you if he loves you
its how you act, not the things you do
that make us happy
now let me talk to you..
Believe the things i say, the way life goes
at the beginning molds the person you are,
if you are not someone you like, dont let someone
change you, you need to change your self.
If someone wants to change you, you dont need them,
they arnt there for you, they are there for the challenge
to see if they can do it. If they can't, they'll be gone.
But they wont, you cant change someone, that someone
is that for a reason. Thats how they were shaped. So
if you're in it to change someone, leave, dont hurt them.
Pain isn't something the heart needs to face all the time.
Love is something the heart always needs. Take it from someone
who hasn't always had it. I've struggled to have love.
The pain i had inside over-shadowed the love i had.
I've gone down a rocky road, and some don't know that,
but now they do. So before you judge me next time, get
to know me, I'm the way i am for a reason, I can't
help it. But i'm trying.