May 27, 2004 16:04
Okay I have no idea why I'm writing so much lately. But anyway... I talked to Michael the other day. That was weird. Well it started out that Matt IMed me, somehow, pretending to be all nicey-nice and my friend and all that -- obviously I knew something was up. I'm not stupid.
So he started asking me how I was and all that. Keep in mind that he told me a few weeks ago that he thought I was annoying and didn't want to be my friend. But I played along with him. I asked how Michael was doing, and Matt started feeding me this story about how Mike has a girlfriend that's two years older than him, named Samantha. She was a senior at Chatard and drove every day to see him at home. THEN Matt said that Samantha and Michael made out every time they saw each other and all this stuff..... about how they were in love. I seriously doubted every bit of it. But I kept asking Matt questions, and finally he was like, "YOU STILL LIKE MIKE!" I had no idea what to say, because I really DON'T like him at all anymore. So I did what I figured Matt could handle. I said, "Oh, please don't tell him, I don't think I could stand him knowing." So Matt was like, "I wouldn't tell him anything," because he knew that if Michael heard that I still liked him, he'd start talking to me more again, and their friendship would go down the drain.
Oh I can't STAND Matt. Why does everyone act like he's so cool? He is SUCH a jerk. I talked to Michael online the other day, and asked him about Samantha, and he was like, "Who the heck is that?" And then when I asked about making out with someone he said, "How long have I known you?" I said, "About a year." He said, "Did I ever kiss you in that time?" I said no.
The last time I saw him was a little over a month ago, and he still liked me then. And I know him so well... I mean, he would NEVER kiss a girl that he just met. He's such a good boy.
Anyway, I just had to talk about that. I can't stand Matt, and I know Mike loves the kid to death, but there is something SERIOUSLY wrong with him. I know Mike will be really sad when Matt goes off to college, but I really really thing that this is what he needs. Michael is so... MATT sometimes. He really tries to act like him sometimes and I can't stand that. That's why I stopped hanging out with them, because I can't stand Matt, so why would I want to hang out with TWO of him. I wouldn't.
K, that was stupid. I'm done.