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I am an emotional rollercoaster right now. Yesterday I had fun hanging out with my friends but all I could think about was Colin leaving tommorow. I have been trying to get in touch with him but he isn't answering his phone. I want to have fun this summer, I really do....But with all this shit dwelling on my mind I can't seem to find fun. Now I know how Jeffery feels. Colin if you read this, We are all going to miss you man. I don't feel like myself lately...I feel like the anti-cody. Sure, I put on a charade for my friends because I don't want them to worry about me but inside I feel like a part of me is dying and I can't stop it. I feel like I could be a better person, a better friend to alot of you guys.....I wish this feeling would go away I feel like my personality is being drained away. Now I am going to address a few people personally.
Jeffery - I finally realize what you have been going through...I might not be able to fully comprehend the bond that you and Colin share but I have only known him for a year and I wish he wasn't going. Keep your chin up man because one of us has to.
Brittney E - I know that I already apologized for what I did but I just want you to understand how sorry I really am.
Brittney B - I realize that in the past we haven't been the best of friends. But as our first year of highschool ended I understand what a good person you are. I know you may not be too fond of me but I just wanted to say thank you for being a good person.
Albert - I know that I can be annoying at times but I wanted to thank you for putting up with me.
Adrian - You are the only person who stuck with me this year as a partner in oral interp. I know it doesn't sound like much but if you know what i've been through you would realize it means alot for me to have a constant in my life.
Colin - What can I say? I haven't known you for very long but in some ways you have made me a better person. Thank You
Peter - You probably won't read this but I think you are one of the only people I feel comfortable talking to. I am glad to have you as a friend.
I have alot more people I need to talk to but I would much rather do this in person. I hope you guys realize how much it means to me to have all of you as friends.
Jeffery - I finally realize what you have been going through...I might not be able to fully comprehend the bond that you and Colin share but I have only known him for a year and I wish he wasn't going. Keep your chin up man because one of us has to.
Brittney E - I know that I already apologized for what I did but I just want you to understand how sorry I really am.
Brittney B - I realize that in the past we haven't been the best of friends. But as our first year of highschool ended I understand what a good person you are. I know you may not be too fond of me but I just wanted to say thank you for being a good person.
Albert - I know that I can be annoying at times but I wanted to thank you for putting up with me.
Adrian - You are the only person who stuck with me this year as a partner in oral interp. I know it doesn't sound like much but if you know what i've been through you would realize it means alot for me to have a constant in my life.
Colin - What can I say? I haven't known you for very long but in some ways you have made me a better person. Thank You
Peter - You probably won't read this but I think you are one of the only people I feel comfortable talking to. I am glad to have you as a friend.
I have alot more people I need to talk to but I would much rather do this in person. I hope you guys realize how much it means to me to have all of you as friends.