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you won't let me move on. I've tried, I honestly have. I've had my little "after you" flings that go no where because as I'm with them they know I'm only thinking of you. They know. They know that as I'm looking into their eyes I'm pretending like I'm still looking into yours. They know that when they touch me, just to give me a hug, they know I flinch because I only want you to be the one touching me. I've tried to let go. Why won't you let me let go? I've tried. I've tried thinking about my "after you" flings in times of need. But every time I cry, for whatever reason it may be, all I can think about is how if times were different I would be calling you at that moment. All I can think about, through streaming tears, is how I wish I could be in your arms right then and there.