time flies when your having...whatever it is ur having
Hello everybody!!!!! I'd say it's been about a month and a half since i last posted, so i think i'm a lil overdue. So whats going on??? Things are fairly good here on my end. They are now anyway. From nearly when i went back to college up until i came home friday - by the way, i'm home on spring break for the week - i'd been fairly miserable. Dont get me wrong, i had my days of contentment, and dare i say even happiness. But they were few and far between. The kicker of it all is very rarely did i know the real reason behind my feeling as i did. I know that i personally have a problem with having to know every minute detail behind feelings, but even this not withstanding, i had some problems. Some were due to my being lonely and missing people like Jen and Leah. Others where most certainly due to my interactions with people at college. One person comes to mind in particular because of my connection to her; my empathic abilities combined with her inherent and externally caused sadness had on occasion made for a very sad Panda indeed. This one also has a few issues pertaining to me directly that i wish she wouldnt have, though there really nothing i can do for that beside constant reassurance that it's not a problem for me. She need not feel guilt for services willingly offered and given. Anyways, i seem to be doing better here at my main home. I've been feeling better since hanging out with my brother and being of help around the house. I was a little irate friday saturday night, but thats because i managed to fry my PS2 while trying to fix a problem it was having. ( Do not, i repeat, DO NOT ever put the PS2 insides on aluminum foil and turn it on. {that honestly wasnt my idea, my friend Halliss was trying to help me get the PS2 to work again. He got a couple things mixed up though...-_-} ) I was extremely happy last night, thats because i talked to Jen for 1:20:25 (1 hour, 20 minutes, and 25 seconds) And yes, that is indeed the exact time. After i hang out with my aunt today, i am going to be seeing Jen. I must remember a few things though. Like not crushing her in a bear hug when i see her again. The hugging is alright, its the crushing that would be bad. That and i need to remember at some point that breathing really isnt optional, and that i should do some of that. But thats more of a situational thing...~_^.
Mmmkay, i think thats all for now...Oh, hey, if you have a myspace and are not already my friend, could you do me a favor and either give me your name so i can find you, or find me so you can friend me. Mine is currently The one and only Panda so i shouldnt be that hard to find. Also, there are several people whom i've been meaning to contact via email, so i should be getting on that soon. Sorry to you guys whom i havent contacted in a while. Alrighty then. I'll be talking to you guys later. Till next time,
Your friendly neighborhood Panda,
~Travis~
By the way, I am definitely Cuddlier than thou
Mmmkay, i think thats all for now...Oh, hey, if you have a myspace and are not already my friend, could you do me a favor and either give me your name so i can find you, or find me so you can friend me. Mine is currently The one and only Panda so i shouldnt be that hard to find. Also, there are several people whom i've been meaning to contact via email, so i should be getting on that soon. Sorry to you guys whom i havent contacted in a while. Alrighty then. I'll be talking to you guys later. Till next time,
Your friendly neighborhood Panda,
~Travis~
By the way, I am definitely Cuddlier than thou