goin to a weddin'!
this weekend i am going to my cousins wedding with my family! up in connecticut! 5 hour drive with my parents (and i don't know why) but my cousin! i hate this shit! i am going to be in the back seat with a seven year old! i might smack him around a little! i don't like big little kids, especially not this one cause he never listens to what anyone tells him! i only like little kids (3 to 5,6 ish)! anyway so I am in love with my schedule this year! if it was a man i'd be humping the shit out of it right now! oh yes, oh yes, thats good! oh yea! anyway! we found out who our dance capi. was in show chior! not who i expected or wanted but thats the way things go! i'll just have to grin a bear it! so, i am still dealing with my man dilema!??! i don't know what to do! i want to be his girlfriend but the fact that i haven't talked to him for more then twenty minutes in the past 2 months doesn't really help! i don't even know when the next time i will see him is! ahhhhhhh! i fucking hate this shit! its not fair! but it has proven that i can be a good girl! i have been totally, 100% faithful! congratulations me! i rock my own socks! well i am getting ready to go! yay! peace out!