just me all pissed off.
ok so here whats going on now. i dont really have any one to blame but myself i guess. but i lost a freind last night. i think shed tried to play it but in the end she couldnt do. im still not really sure whats going on in her mind but i can tell you i have been pissed off all day and all night and even some of yesterday. we had a great relationship. every thing was going fine and then out of the blue she decides im still a dick i guess and stops talking to me and then refuses to give a hug and then tells me that shes going to call me to talk about something but never calls. shes pissed off at me and she keeps telling me that she cant tell me why becouse ill get pissed. so what. im done. i fuckin changed my life around for me and nobody else. im happy with who i am and i dont need anyone. my life has always been based on wether im with someone but not any more. im sick of hurting people and now im im doing it when im not even with them, fuck that. sorry im just in a bad mood. i'll get over it and i'll be happy i always do. im gonna get drunk and go hit someone in the elivator.