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Why is it that every time I feel like posting something I'm at work or something, and when I'm on my computer with nothing to do I suddenly feel like taking a nap?
Anyway, I'm still here. I'm actually doing pretty damn good! Well, I'm doing ok, I'm feeling pretty damn good, which is pretty damn good in itself for someone battling depression et al. Sure as hell beats doing well (ie in employment, finances, health, etc) and feeling like shit :) Let's face it, the only reason we seek money, education, personal toiletries, whatever; is so we feel good. Which is so often where we go wrong... We see things that make other people feel good and we assume that they'll do the same for us so we pursue them to the exclusion of our immediate happiness and well being and worse yet, that of of those around us.
Annnnnyway, I'll just summarize recent events (and lack thereof) and hit the sack.
Same:
Procrastination (Check!)
Job (bleh)
Money (in debt)
Health (could be way better)
Social life (close to nonexistant)
Food (a mixture of pretty healthy things and ridiculously junky junk food)
Different:
Exercise (actually doing it now)
School (not going this year)
Organization (slowwwwwwwwly improving)
Medication (taking thyroid supplements now. Turns out I was low in that department, hence some of the lack of energy)
X-Box (just got one. Wheee! "True Crime" r0x)
Anyway, I'm still here. I'm actually doing pretty damn good! Well, I'm doing ok, I'm feeling pretty damn good, which is pretty damn good in itself for someone battling depression et al. Sure as hell beats doing well (ie in employment, finances, health, etc) and feeling like shit :) Let's face it, the only reason we seek money, education, personal toiletries, whatever; is so we feel good. Which is so often where we go wrong... We see things that make other people feel good and we assume that they'll do the same for us so we pursue them to the exclusion of our immediate happiness and well being and worse yet, that of of those around us.
Annnnnyway, I'll just summarize recent events (and lack thereof) and hit the sack.
Same:
Procrastination (Check!)
Job (bleh)
Money (in debt)
Health (could be way better)
Social life (close to nonexistant)
Food (a mixture of pretty healthy things and ridiculously junky junk food)
Different:
Exercise (actually doing it now)
School (not going this year)
Organization (slowwwwwwwwly improving)
Medication (taking thyroid supplements now. Turns out I was low in that department, hence some of the lack of energy)
X-Box (just got one. Wheee! "True Crime" r0x)