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[acdcmusicfreak]

I really want the dreams to stop, though vampires are new, usually its zombies. And we were losing this time kinda because I couldn't make my molotov cocktail. The fact that my mum (I'm keeping some of the british slang and such because Im cool like that) brings it up whenever she sees pictures and such isnt very cheery either and awkward. Can't help the daunting feeling that something is left unfinished, incomplete. But such is the way of things and I am better than before. Saw Improv with Tia Chris Terrance and Ari tonight. Quite fun. Scary Hand Chris. Peanut Butter Cookies are addicting and not surviving tomorrow. Charles is coming over for Hard Candy and chillin tomorrow. I do want to see Cloverfield soonly. And to get back to school. There really isn't much for me here. No offense to the few I still keep in touch with (Siena Terrance Chris Chuckie Liz etc) but yeah. Tia still goes on about the 'Old Joe' that was crazy. I still am crazy just not as much as I used to be when I was desperate for attention or to get people to laugh. And I grew tired of "Joe would love this" or "Joe would totally do that" Just because it's a crazy/stupid idea doesnt mean I'd love it, I just like being ridiculous sometimes but as Ive been showing lately there really is a serious side to me that needs to be accepted and acknowledged as part of who I am. Visited Sebs today. Didnt get to see Jimmy Fergs which is a shame and Camp is gone of course which is a real shame. But I want to get his email address or something. Had a nice conversation with Nerbonne and Wilbur. Picked up my yearbook. Dont know why I used names no Sebs people read this. And to those who have read this yeah the dream bit seemed silly but Im serious so please take it so.
-Atticus
p.s. I want to make a pen name out of Atticus just need a last name. nothing to do with Finch just love the name. Icarus is dead.