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[accordingtomoi]

the weekend was good. i went to san diego and visited the animals at the zoo with my parents, my brother and sister-in-law, my niece, and my cousin, who just got back a week ago from teaching in china. i took lots of pictures(of animals), but they're all on my dad's camera because i left mine in the hotel. i didn't take any pictures of people, lol, because my brother had a camera and i figured he would cover that. molly is cute, as always. she really liked watching the fish and the monkeys/apes. sadly i didn't get a chance to hang out with piccolothegreen. i also had another zombie dream when i was sleeping on the uncomfortable futon in the hotel. (i didn't want to sleep in the other bed in my parents' room, because my dad snores like a chainsaw, and i didn't want to sleep in the room with my brother and his family, because molly wakes up and cries.) so that was weird. but kinda cool. and then the next night i had a dream i was back in high school band, but i didn't want to be, so i didn't go to band class, and everyone was disappointed in me. will those kinds of dreams ever stop? probably not. oh and then last night i had a dream that there was this cute little girl who was sometimes really nice, but if a certain person said a certain word, then she would get mean and try to kill people. then if she ate candy, then she would be nice again. so she was coming after me and my family, and she cornered me, so i got a pair of scissors and stabbed her lots of times in the stomach. she was bleeding everywhere, so i thought she was dead, and i put her on the bed next to someone(i think it was her sister, who was also dead or asleep, not moving anyway). but then right before i woke up, the sister said the magic word, and the kid opened her eyes like she was about to kill people. i think my subconscious wants to write horror films.

now i am writing my ten-page research paper, Corn and its Viability As an Alternative Fuel Source. (i might play with the title a bit.) i am currently on page two. i really wish i was a better writer. i'm writing my introduction, and i starting reading a research paper whose introduction basically says the same thing, and they say it so much better. they make it seem so easy too. damn them. i'm already tired. :( it's going to be a long night.