Dec 15, 2004 23:39
Livejournal what's that????
I have now worn my pump just under a month and I do have to say that I enjoy it as well as have problems. I am unable to fast @ night and than wake up every hour for 5 hours. I think it is because I know I have to do it that makes it an issue. I love having a clearer head and eyesight again. I love being more incontrol of my life.
I had my first turmoil @ work and I dealt with it like a pro and I think I am better for it. Not only did I take what I felt to the person directly I resolved what the problem was, and turns out it was nothing against me just the lack of communication from her, But had I not asked I would still be upset. So back to the goodness...
Dizzy told me the other day that since I left Summit in July, I have had a personality change for the better. He says he is back with the person he met when I was 18. Happy and positive and happy. What a wonderful thing to hear. Not only that I have noticed the change in myself. I am no longer a person that dwells on the bad, I love me...And I am happy to be me.
I want to say the my Best Friend is one that I cherish and hope to find her a man soon. I also am looking forward to going intertubing on the mountain with her.
I had my Bioligical Father over for Dinner on Sunday. I have not seen him in a very long time. When I look at him I am struck how my sister looks so much like him and how I look like him. I also got the oppertunity to see my Rachael. I am glad that she is out of the shelter and that I get Shylynn for the whole weekend. I have not had her since Valentines Weekend. Maybe I do want kids? TO early to tell just yet.
Back to life.