Comfort Zone
It is finally here what I have been waiting for all this time. Food, I mean thanksgiving nope that's not it ohh yeah the pump...
I have chosen the best direction I could in my life. I am moving forward at a super fast rate. It's hard for me to believe I still really enjoy my job. My supervisor is great always has very positive things to say and is very helpful. I enjoy a lot of my coworks a few I have even gone out with. I am happy that the change in my life effects all aspects of my life. The job has made me feel confident in myself, a level I have not seen in a long time. It makes it easier to have fun and be positive. I almost never look at the negative side of things.
I am a little scared about the holiday season looming so very near. I have been volunteered to host dinner for about 30 people this year for Thanksgiving. I will be cooking two birds one on the grill one in oven, and lots of new recipes I have never tried. I am happy for this time because it takes me out of the comfort zone I am so used to. I am excited about the challenge, and it is more than one challenge. I am also going to try a vegan recipe something I am willing to eat so I don't kill anyone.
I received my pump yesterday in the mail and I will be wearing it full time next week. Something that I have worked very hard to get to. I am at a point now in life that I can just set the goal and do it, or at least convince myself of that. I now will need to strive for the tight control of over my blood sugar I have been struggling with for such a long time. I have changed my diet a bit and now do eat salads. I don't really like dressing but a little pepper helps. I have a new diagnosis of a new illness that plagues me but as always I will overcome this hurtle as well...
Now the most drastic thing I did most recently, well I changed my hair from blonde to another color. I am not sure about it. I think I much prefer a blonde but had I not done it I guess I would have always wondered. Out of the comfort zone again.
Now to reflect on things in the past Halloween. I had such a fun time leading up. I went to a haunted corn maze which was fun but not all that scary. Than ~K and I went to a haunted house out in the middle of no where and were scared shitless. Dizzy did not go it was just the two of us. We had invited another person but she was unable to make it I was disappointed but we still had a great time. Than for Halloween I put a 7 Foot Lighted Pumpkin in my front yard.
Today someone suggested a Slumber Party at my house. I think that is the funniest idea. I will have to rent something scary and get everything to camp out with. I am excited for the prospect of a slumber party...
I have chosen the best direction I could in my life. I am moving forward at a super fast rate. It's hard for me to believe I still really enjoy my job. My supervisor is great always has very positive things to say and is very helpful. I enjoy a lot of my coworks a few I have even gone out with. I am happy that the change in my life effects all aspects of my life. The job has made me feel confident in myself, a level I have not seen in a long time. It makes it easier to have fun and be positive. I almost never look at the negative side of things.
I am a little scared about the holiday season looming so very near. I have been volunteered to host dinner for about 30 people this year for Thanksgiving. I will be cooking two birds one on the grill one in oven, and lots of new recipes I have never tried. I am happy for this time because it takes me out of the comfort zone I am so used to. I am excited about the challenge, and it is more than one challenge. I am also going to try a vegan recipe something I am willing to eat so I don't kill anyone.
I received my pump yesterday in the mail and I will be wearing it full time next week. Something that I have worked very hard to get to. I am at a point now in life that I can just set the goal and do it, or at least convince myself of that. I now will need to strive for the tight control of over my blood sugar I have been struggling with for such a long time. I have changed my diet a bit and now do eat salads. I don't really like dressing but a little pepper helps. I have a new diagnosis of a new illness that plagues me but as always I will overcome this hurtle as well...
Now the most drastic thing I did most recently, well I changed my hair from blonde to another color. I am not sure about it. I think I much prefer a blonde but had I not done it I guess I would have always wondered. Out of the comfort zone again.
Now to reflect on things in the past Halloween. I had such a fun time leading up. I went to a haunted corn maze which was fun but not all that scary. Than ~K and I went to a haunted house out in the middle of no where and were scared shitless. Dizzy did not go it was just the two of us. We had invited another person but she was unable to make it I was disappointed but we still had a great time. Than for Halloween I put a 7 Foot Lighted Pumpkin in my front yard.
Today someone suggested a Slumber Party at my house. I think that is the funniest idea. I will have to rent something scary and get everything to camp out with. I am excited for the prospect of a slumber party...