let's kill cool, find our true selves and save the world!
i'm a bit worried. the chunk of leftover salmon i just ate tasted a little bit funny. /: mm, definitely funny. i seem to have a knack for consuming off food and surviving. i hope i didn't just jinx myself.
it's been like half a year or something since my last post. a lot has happened. a lot always happens. which is both a good and a bad thing.
i made it into second year med! yay thank you God. coming so close to not making it was the kind of wake-up call i needed. /: so i'm trying a lot harder not to fall behind this year. i lose motivation a lot, but perspective keeps me going.
my lifegroup's going okay i suppose. leading solo is difficult. ): but then nobody said it was going to be easy. it's one of those make or break things. and even if i come out the other end, shattered into a thousand pieces, i know i can bring whatever's left to my Father in heaven, knowing that despite all my brokenness, not all is lost. i love how he can and will put the pieces back together, to form something even stronger and more beautiful than anything it could've been if it had stayed intact. life isn't always fair, but God is always good. (:
i got to saw part of a skull the other day! it was disgusting, because tiny particles of skull dust were flying everywhere [making inhalation and ingestion of essence of cadaver inevitable], but exhilarating nonetheless. i thought my tutor was being sexist at first, cos he kept looking pointedly at the boys only when he asked who wanted to have a go. sif a girl couldn't handle a circular saw. so i was feeling slightly indignant and told him i wanted to try. i don't think he actually meant any prejudice though. mm, fun times. :D
i think i'll go play guitar now.
it's been like half a year or something since my last post. a lot has happened. a lot always happens. which is both a good and a bad thing.
i made it into second year med! yay thank you God. coming so close to not making it was the kind of wake-up call i needed. /: so i'm trying a lot harder not to fall behind this year. i lose motivation a lot, but perspective keeps me going.
my lifegroup's going okay i suppose. leading solo is difficult. ): but then nobody said it was going to be easy. it's one of those make or break things. and even if i come out the other end, shattered into a thousand pieces, i know i can bring whatever's left to my Father in heaven, knowing that despite all my brokenness, not all is lost. i love how he can and will put the pieces back together, to form something even stronger and more beautiful than anything it could've been if it had stayed intact. life isn't always fair, but God is always good. (:
i got to saw part of a skull the other day! it was disgusting, because tiny particles of skull dust were flying everywhere [making inhalation and ingestion of essence of cadaver inevitable], but exhilarating nonetheless. i thought my tutor was being sexist at first, cos he kept looking pointedly at the boys only when he asked who wanted to have a go. sif a girl couldn't handle a circular saw. so i was feeling slightly indignant and told him i wanted to try. i don't think he actually meant any prejudice though. mm, fun times. :D
i think i'll go play guitar now.