Still not found
Hello everyone :)
i am looking for a fanfiction
it was posted on Fanfiction.net (some time ago...now i can't find it)
it was multichaptered and at least 10,000 word
it was rated M or T (fanfiction.net)
it was Remus' POV
Sirius had many affairs with girls and remus started of as straight to..
then sirius decides when they don't have girlfriends they can lend eachother a hand..
they help each other only at night and they don't switch on the ligth..at first they don't even touch each other properly
then from night to night they get more open..
remus asks sirius if he can give sirius a blowjob
sirius is disgusted and tells him he sounds gay
remus feels hurt and confesses in liking the idea..
they stop for a short time and continue their nightly activity later..
sirius even dumps girls now that he finds himself growing attached to remus more and more
remus is kind of heartbroken because he figured out he likes sirius more than he probably should..
they end up together after sirius realizes his feelings :D
it is a fluffy drama just bitter sweet leaving me with these heartache :)
pure love
i know the crappy summary (and my misspelling) won't do :)
but please try to find it for me :D
i am satisfied with good fanfictions that fit in the "yeah we do wank together but it's not like i'm gay " section
thank you really very much <3