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so I searched through all of the remusxsirius community but i can't seem to find the fic where sirius was very persistent about helping remus lose his virginity, despite remus' reluctance. remus ends up getting scared before the act is completed and sirius feels guilty and deals with the guilt by lashing out at remus? he feels bad and then gives remus *blushes* a dildo to practice with. Very odd fic but well written and pretty hot.

so has the fic that would be great!
thanks