right, okk.
i didn't go out tonight. BASTARDS.
i am forever tired at the moment.
maybe i am ill. like, properly ill.
maybe i just don't sleep.
I am learning my lines for midsummer nights dream.
too many.
my head doesn't like me now.
(reach for the painkillers)
today i heard (on seperate occassions):
its not a lie if you tell it to a guy
and
there is no guy that doesnt lie.
i nodded.
i sifted through my dads old 7"s yesterday.
found a lot of great stuff.
so i took them.
and played them on my steepletone. like this one but not quite
The horrible weather makes me sad.
very sad.
and makes me feel like doing nothing.
before the horrible weather came (when it was lovely sunny etc.) i wrote:
a sunny day cures any heart
or so they say
but it hasn't cured this one.
i decided Charlotte Church is my idol.
i love her drunken cheapy smoking ways.
I WANT A PRINCE PLEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAASE