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I texted my dietitian this morning and told her I didn't think I could come in tomorrow because I've been eating "normally" the past few days and I have gained so much weight, there's no way it's even remotely "healthy". We're talking 6-8 pounds. Since like, Thursday. Sorry, not okay with that. Especially since she assured me that I wouldn't gain weight. Lying bitch.
So she cancelled my appointment and said that a higher level of care is "imperative" and I need to talk to my doctor and therapist this week to schedule an intake somewhere and that she will support me through and after this.
Ummm....no. Why the FUCK would I schedule an intake anywhere? Maybemaybemaybe if i was actually thin, but I'm massive, and that's the stupidest idea I've ever heard. Yeah, sure, sign me up for even MORE weight gain.
I knew she was just trying to make me fat, I can't believe I was stupid enough to think that eating like a normal person was okay.
Fucking shoot me now. I hate my body.
So she cancelled my appointment and said that a higher level of care is "imperative" and I need to talk to my doctor and therapist this week to schedule an intake somewhere and that she will support me through and after this.
Ummm....no. Why the FUCK would I schedule an intake anywhere? Maybemaybemaybe if i was actually thin, but I'm massive, and that's the stupidest idea I've ever heard. Yeah, sure, sign me up for even MORE weight gain.
I knew she was just trying to make me fat, I can't believe I was stupid enough to think that eating like a normal person was okay.
Fucking shoot me now. I hate my body.