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It's been forever. But, God, I have thought about this moment forever.
I write a snippet here or a snippet there in paper journals scattered throughout the house but I need direction (again).
So while I wait in the dark of my upstairs for Aidan to be asleep enough for me to walk away, at least I can type on the computer in the hall nook. Easier than writing with a pen in the dark. Or in journals all over the house in the light of day.
Like always, trying to be better, faster, stronger, more loving and caring, a better clinician. But of course, I have grown since then. Maybe I can grow again.
I write a snippet here or a snippet there in paper journals scattered throughout the house but I need direction (again).
So while I wait in the dark of my upstairs for Aidan to be asleep enough for me to walk away, at least I can type on the computer in the hall nook. Easier than writing with a pen in the dark. Or in journals all over the house in the light of day.
Like always, trying to be better, faster, stronger, more loving and caring, a better clinician. But of course, I have grown since then. Maybe I can grow again.