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HAPPY THANKSGIVING LIVEJOURNAL!
The cool brisk wind outside surrounding the spades of light which fall from the clouds...remarkable. I love this time of year..when the cash registers are chiming, people are singing, birds are flying south, and people are getting drunk for the holidays. I can't wait until Christmas!! and then.....NEW YEAR'S EVE!
Last New Year's Eve wasn't so pleasant, so this year I vow to make my night the night I will remember for the rest of my life (a good memory, anyway). So far things have been so great with my life, I can't believe that I did a complete 180. I look back and Thanksgiving and how I had my life at that time, and compare it to now and ...I guess it never dawned on me back then that things could actually get better for me. Life would actually be starting. And believe you me, I *just* started living life.
There's this guy that I met a couple of months ago whom...I don't really know how to explain it. We're getting closer and closer by the minute and I have the feeling that something just might start with him. But the thing is I'm scared that things would turn backwords and just automatically stop being how they are now, or instead of progressing ...uh..degressing? I don't want to get my hopes up and then find out that I did for nothing. Which is why I'm letting things just go with the flow...takin it slow..and then I will see what happens. I have a really good feeling though. I need to figure out how to upload pictures from my cell phone...anybody know? I'll try and figure it out, but any input on how to do it would be much appreciated. Oh, then once I figure out how to do it I will post a picture of this guy......
Well, it's time to go have some dessert. I hope everybody has a really good Thanksgiving!!!
The cool brisk wind outside surrounding the spades of light which fall from the clouds...remarkable. I love this time of year..when the cash registers are chiming, people are singing, birds are flying south, and people are getting drunk for the holidays. I can't wait until Christmas!! and then.....NEW YEAR'S EVE!
Last New Year's Eve wasn't so pleasant, so this year I vow to make my night the night I will remember for the rest of my life (a good memory, anyway). So far things have been so great with my life, I can't believe that I did a complete 180. I look back and Thanksgiving and how I had my life at that time, and compare it to now and ...I guess it never dawned on me back then that things could actually get better for me. Life would actually be starting. And believe you me, I *just* started living life.
There's this guy that I met a couple of months ago whom...I don't really know how to explain it. We're getting closer and closer by the minute and I have the feeling that something just might start with him. But the thing is I'm scared that things would turn backwords and just automatically stop being how they are now, or instead of progressing ...uh..degressing? I don't want to get my hopes up and then find out that I did for nothing. Which is why I'm letting things just go with the flow...takin it slow..and then I will see what happens. I have a really good feeling though. I need to figure out how to upload pictures from my cell phone...anybody know? I'll try and figure it out, but any input on how to do it would be much appreciated. Oh, then once I figure out how to do it I will post a picture of this guy......
Well, it's time to go have some dessert. I hope everybody has a really good Thanksgiving!!!