Aug 27, 2004 18:05
Last night I stayed up ALL night..I couldn't sleep. Not even a nap. I had tried going to sleep since 1am, but fucking shit I couldn't. So I got online, talked to some people, and then JON my ex boyfriend from like 9 months ago CALLS out of the blue. He calls with some Amanda slut to prove to her that he did tell me he loved me. OOOOOOOOK. Then he calls later and is saying all this shit about getting back together with me, and was SURPRISED that I wasn't going to sleep with him whenever he wanted me to. What? Do I look like a booty call? HA! As for getting back together,...well...let's just say I don't make the same mistake twice.
So I stayed up until about 6am and finally fell asleep. OH, the reason I couldn't get to sleep was because I had court today and was SO nervous. I didn't have any idea what was going to happen. SoOo I show up at court, wearing my neck collar and walking VERY slowly...holding on to the walls even. I gave the impression that my condition was 200 times worse than it was. BUT FUCK IT it worked. The Judge discharged me from drug court (rehab) on "medical limitations".
So, I got pulled over last August driving with a drugdealer friend of mine and got charged with a DUI, possession, MIP, bullshit, and that's how I fucked up and got put in the system. After I went to jail, they told me that if I do this year-long outpatient rehabilitation program all those charges will be taken off my record, or, sealed, so it wouldn't come back to bite me in the butt.
SINCE I haven't been to rehab since before my accident (JANUARY) and since I didn't finish the year-long program my lawyer told me that the I am going to have to go to a trial for my DUI. and that's actually next Wednesday.
But, ahhh, me being the good ACTRESS that I am, might be able to pull off a complete dismissal because of "everything I've already been through" says my lawyer. So, of course, next Wednesday when I go to the court house I'm going to have to play everything up 30 notches, so the judge will, again, feel sorry for me. :D ISN'T THIS GREAT?!?!
Anyways, so because I didn't sleep all night I fell asleep watching some indie movie a couple of hours ago. Maybe 14 minutes after I had awoken I hear the door bell ring. Everytime this happens I always look out my window to see who it is.
I see Abel just laying on the stairs. Not moving a muscle.
I see a man at the door, pointing (to my mom) Abel. My mom says "OH MY GOD" and then I nearly shit my pants!!
Was Abel okay?! Was he dead?! What happened?! So I run out to the front door only to see the man and my mom lifting Abel up from the stairs because I guess he fell asleep out there lol.
HEART ATTACK SHIT MAN!!
But yea, I'm FREE! I'm not on probation anymore. Not in rehab. And this dimissal of my DUI is an almost for sure thing. If it's not completely dismissed, I will just get a deferred disposition, meaning I will have to do some community service and NOT fuck it up. Again.
Oh, I got my glasses yesterday. They are really good for reading. Like, I can see the words now. It's incredible. I get my contacts on Monday.
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