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AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 dylie.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 i need someone to talk to.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 I think Im the most depressed Ive ever been. ever.
sh: Away Message: Ugh talk to me
AIM:~ dylan Thrasher
sh: Dylan came back
AIM:~ dylan Me too, im at an arcade fire show
AIM:~ dylan What's up
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 Im dying without her. I dont know how much longer I can do this.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 ohh, youre on your sidekick.
AIM:~ dylan Yeahh
AIM:~ dylan that sucks dude
AIM:~ dylan Propose, drop out and get married
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 that idea doesnt seem so crazy right now, honestly.
AIM:~ dylanDo it
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 Im trying to listen to music that doesnt remind me of her. I have none.
AIM:~ dylan
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 Im trying to do ANYTHING that distracts me for even a second. nothings worked.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 Ive been crying inside for like 3 days.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 outwardly for a few hours of those days.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 like, Im listening to Say Anything right now. All I can think about is how I used to relate what he says (in regards to how people make him feel) to how she made me feel
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 I cant listen to thursday, I just think about how much she hates them
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 I cant listen to MCS or TBS because we used to listen to them together. ASOB and BTMI! fall in there too, as do a myriad of other bands.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 I listened to Midtown a bit today, that didnt suck as bad, I might have to go back to that.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 However, listening to them makes me sad that theyre broken up.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 my life is falling apart.
Im drowning with no life raft to save me.
Ive honestly never felt this horrible/alone/depressed. When does it get better?
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 i need someone to talk to.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 I think Im the most depressed Ive ever been. ever.
sh: Away Message: Ugh talk to me
AIM:~ dylan Thrasher
sh: Dylan came back
AIM:~ dylan Me too, im at an arcade fire show
AIM:~ dylan What's up
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 Im dying without her. I dont know how much longer I can do this.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 ohh, youre on your sidekick.
AIM:~ dylan Yeahh
AIM:~ dylan that sucks dude
AIM:~ dylan Propose, drop out and get married
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 that idea doesnt seem so crazy right now, honestly.
AIM:~ dylanDo it
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 Im trying to listen to music that doesnt remind me of her. I have none.
AIM:~ dylan
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 Im trying to do ANYTHING that distracts me for even a second. nothings worked.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 Ive been crying inside for like 3 days.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 outwardly for a few hours of those days.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 like, Im listening to Say Anything right now. All I can think about is how I used to relate what he says (in regards to how people make him feel) to how she made me feel
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 I cant listen to thursday, I just think about how much she hates them
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 I cant listen to MCS or TBS because we used to listen to them together. ASOB and BTMI! fall in there too, as do a myriad of other bands.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 I listened to Midtown a bit today, that didnt suck as bad, I might have to go back to that.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 However, listening to them makes me sad that theyre broken up.
AIM:~ h0ndaacc0rd22 my life is falling apart.
Im drowning with no life raft to save me.
Ive honestly never felt this horrible/alone/depressed. When does it get better?