Joy!
It's so amazing. Only days ago I was constantly on the point of tears and fearing that I would never be able to break into the theater group here and now... geez!
I got two stage management offers yesterday (though I could only do one), was told by another director that he regretted not choosing me as his SM, and have been asked to do dramaturgy for "Assassians" next year. People are smiling at me, including me in jokes, and including me in things.
How utterly wonderful.
I was told today that my major problem is that I'm over critical of myself. Which is true and now that the problem has been addressed I shall attempt to be more relaxed. I do get pretty wound-up sometimes. (No surprises there I'm sure.)
Right now I am perfectly happy, I have a show to work on, Godiva chocolate in my drawer, friends in the dorm to return to, a friend to meet every week to watch old Sci-fi with, roses from a not-so-secret admirer (hopefully not in the romantic sense though, that would be awkward since I'm not interested in him), a job for this summer working for a theater, and a good chance at a nice, cheap apartment.
All I have to do is properly balance theater, homework, exercise, sleep, eventually work, and of course sanity time. But after Sophomore year, this will be a stroll through the park.
I love the world.
I got two stage management offers yesterday (though I could only do one), was told by another director that he regretted not choosing me as his SM, and have been asked to do dramaturgy for "Assassians" next year. People are smiling at me, including me in jokes, and including me in things.
How utterly wonderful.
I was told today that my major problem is that I'm over critical of myself. Which is true and now that the problem has been addressed I shall attempt to be more relaxed. I do get pretty wound-up sometimes. (No surprises there I'm sure.)
Right now I am perfectly happy, I have a show to work on, Godiva chocolate in my drawer, friends in the dorm to return to, a friend to meet every week to watch old Sci-fi with, roses from a not-so-secret admirer (hopefully not in the romantic sense though, that would be awkward since I'm not interested in him), a job for this summer working for a theater, and a good chance at a nice, cheap apartment.
All I have to do is properly balance theater, homework, exercise, sleep, eventually work, and of course sanity time. But after Sophomore year, this will be a stroll through the park.
I love the world.