Ennui
Shoot, I was hoping the theater high would last more than a day. I don't get me, this makes no sense. It's college for goodness' sake, why am I so bloody unhappy? I need to do something, not just sit around whining about having nothing to do.
Even when trying to join clubs, I feel horribly out of place. I'm so much better at inviting other people than including myself in other people's groups. I'm a natural hostess, but I have nothing to host now and that upsets me greatly.
*Sigh* It all takes time I suppose.
Even when trying to join clubs, I feel horribly out of place. I'm so much better at inviting other people than including myself in other people's groups. I'm a natural hostess, but I have nothing to host now and that upsets me greatly.
*Sigh* It all takes time I suppose.