Crying always makes me feel better afterwards. It's not bad to be down-- everyone has to go through emotional cycles. You can't always be happy.
But goodness-- I know what you mean about falling apart. I've been feeling that since the beginning of the year. But I just keep looking forward to things in the future to pull myself out of it D:
Yes. I wish I could always be happy. I feel so ostracized- I tend to avoid non theater people on account of the fact that I'm not really fashionable (I am, but my parents refuse to buy me clothes x_x And I don't tend to put money on clothes when I could use them for bway tickets) so, I feel so out of place.
And then I have no self confidence x_x
So I feel so lonely at times. I mean, I have friends, but still.
And me and my best friend kind of fought?
But yea. My future doesn't look too bright. Being an actor will be such a struggle- and I'm not even that good.
Aah-- it's nice to invest in one or two nice pieces of the clothing. That way you have one nice outfit to wear to theater and look presentable in <3
And believe me-- friends fight a lot. It would be really, really unhealthy if you didn't have arguments and disagreements, but after all the smoke has cleared and you are still able to be good friends-- well, thats how you know who your true, awesome friends are :D
And really, with acting, you just have to work and work and get a lot of experience. Like Jon Groff said-- you don't even have to have all the experience on stage-- just being involved in theater and immersing yourself fully in it-- thats what you need to do.
Lmao - yes. I'm dragging my ass to H&M and buy some hot jeans, and a few shirts, and a belt.
My parents said I could.Yea- I work at it. It's just, so many people want to be on stage too x_X I feel like I have no chance when I see really talented people
Well yea. It's not like I suck- people say I'm good. And I'm certainly amazing in real life- like, I can lie my way out of any situation without a hitch, but it's harder on stage.
It proves I have talent, just need to find it when I need it xD
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I hope it's just a phase ;_;
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Focus on Spring Awakening-like thoughts? :D
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I just went into my room and cried. So I feel a bit better?
I don't even know why I'm feeling so bad. It's like I'm falling apart x_x
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But goodness-- I know what you mean about falling apart. I've been feeling that since the beginning of the year. But I just keep looking forward to things in the future to pull myself out of it D:
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And then I have no self confidence x_x
So I feel so lonely at times. I mean, I have friends, but still.
And me and my best friend kind of fought?
But yea. My future doesn't look too bright. Being an actor will be such a struggle- and I'm not even that good.
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And believe me-- friends fight a lot. It would be really, really unhealthy if you didn't have arguments and disagreements, but after all the smoke has cleared and you are still able to be good friends-- well, thats how you know who your true, awesome friends are :D
And really, with acting, you just have to work and work and get a lot of experience. Like Jon Groff said-- you don't even have to have all the experience on stage-- just being involved in theater and immersing yourself fully in it-- thats what you need to do.
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My parents said I could.Yea- I work at it. It's just, so many people want to be on stage too x_X I feel like I have no chance when I see really talented people
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I think everyone can act, if they just permit themselves to, and really, really work at it :D
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It proves I have talent, just need to find it when I need it xD
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