Burning.. like a matchbox drown in lighter fluid

[acasiarabbit]

WHat's the worst thing I could say?
WHAT COULD I SAY TO HURT YOU????
Don't fucking tell me that I have to be patient.
CAN YOU HEAR ME???
Don't fucking tell me all this shit that's fucking lies
Don't tell me these things that you don't believe.
ANOTHER KNIFE IN MY HANDS
A stain that never comes off the sheets
Clean me off
I'm so dirty Babe
The kind of dirty where the water never comes off the sheets

If you marry me
Would you bury me?
Would you carry me to the end?
Say goodbye
To the life we had
Say goodbye
To the life we could have had
Say goodbye
To all the cyanide I'll drink

Rest in a coma.
Maybe then... I'll get a peice of your dark false mind

That's right
I'm not me anymore. I'll never be that girl again. I've let go of all my insecurities. If you can't do this THEN DON'T ASK ME TO!!
Just because I have no obligation to help you, or even care, doesn't mean that I can do whatever I want.
I HAVE BOUNDARIES TOO
I'm not ok.
I'm not normal.
I'm sure as hell not what you think, or want, or even perceive.
Don't fucking tell me what I should be
DOn't tell me that I should be this certain person YOU FUCKING HYPOCRITE
O-fucking-kay?
DOes it scare you when you wake up and look for me...
But I'm passed out on the bathroom floor? Blood and booze eh?
Never Again
We're...all...dead...now...