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Apr 30, 2009 00:44

I am so scared for you.
I can't even imagine how it must feel to have signed your life away.
And there's nothing anyone can do about it.

In one week you'll be gone.
Who knows if i'll ever see you again.
I don't want to think about it.
I hate your decision.
I shouldn't even care.
But I do care about you.
You were my first everything.
How could I not feel so fucked up right now?
I begged you not to join.
But your mind was already made up.
And I wonder if you regret this decision.
I wonder what's going through your head.
I'm going to miss knowing you're always there to talk to me when things get crazy.
When I get crazy.
You still know me better than I know myself.
And i'd hate to lose you after all these years.
To a war we don't even know why we're fighting.

Please come home safe from Iraq.
I know we'll all be thinking of you.
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