Silent Tears
I don't like crying, never have. The only times I freely cry is when I'm so mad that I'm about to explode or when I'm in extreme pain. When most people cry, I pushed those feelings down and keep it all in. My greatest fear is still something that haunts me. Day in and day out, I watch people around being happy with their boyfriends/girlfriends and it makes me see that I will never have that. I've spent so much time putting other's happiness before my own and I feel like that all I will ever be. I help all these people keep the relationships that they have and it makes my heart hurt everytime. When will this feeling end? Howdo I make it stop?