another angsty teenager type post
I'm so lonely I can't bear to be around people-- even though I crave nothing so desperately as a little bit of communion. My hunger-- along with its companion, my fear of rejection-- is so consuming that it's crippling. The only way I can deal with it is by shutting myself in completely, locking my door, turning up the music, pretending the people outside don't exist because I can't need something that doesn't exist.