update
myspace is being difficult, so here is my update.
so. since i probably wont be here for the better half of this week, on account of either being at the hospital or being over at jen and brendans, i figured i should update this for those who care. last nite i drove my mom to the hospital around 4:30/5ish and stayed til about 10:30, she stayed the nite. she was having trouble breathing, called her doctor and the doctor said go to emergency. and then i came home fell asleep, couldnt breathe well when i woke up, on account of a cold, got ready for school anyways cuz i was planning on going, but then decided screw this i didnt fall asleep until 1, and i feel like shit and school's not that important when you compare it to other things ie. being in the hospital. anyways so i didn't go, and ive been gettin called every like 5/10 mins from my mom then my sister and back and forth. last nite they said she prolly has a blood clot in her lungs, and as we were leavin she was going to have a cat scan done. well she called this morning and they said the results said it looked like she had a bunch of blood clots in her lungs. how wonderful rite? so i figured its a good thing i stayed home, because that i believe is a rather serious matter. i'm getting picked up whenever brendan gets outta work and going over to their place until my sister gets outta work, then we're going back to the hospital, and then around 4 i have a stupid doctors appointment that i don't want to go to but have to or else we'll have to pay a lot of money, so i will drag my sister into that with me i'm sure. then its prolly food then back to the hospital. my sister said that my mom will prolly be there until friday or saturday at least. what a bad place to be, the constant people talking and the smell and the stupid beeping every 3 seconds from a machine that no one turned off the sound too. (that was annoying let me tell you, i had to walk outta the room it was goin on for like an hour, a beep every 3 seconds ugh) i hope for my moms sake that they turned that machine off or the lady left or something. anyways yes....that is my story.