monday
i had to wake up and eat breakfast and go to a doctors appointment today. it wasnt even my doctor i saw, because she's in her homeland of india until november. i thought doctors cared about their patients? but then again id rather be in nice warm india instead of treatng a bunch of kids. but yea so this lady had scary small pupils and reminded me of mrs.doubtfire, all i could think of the whole time was hes a she she hes a he she hes Half man and half woman! that and my mom was in there for half the time and the lady thought itd be fun to talk to me for like an hour like shes my shrink or something. and it seemed everytime the lady asked me a question my mom would answer and then the lady would start talking to her like thats why we were there, but its ok cuz i didnt like her looking at me so i looked at the carpet which was intracitly weaved and was multicolored and much more interesting than the white but want to be blonde lets try to get the wind blown look but it didnt work lady in blue. she kept asking questions like she cared but i'm sure if i ever see her again she wont even remember my name, but you know thats not important i only told part of my life story to her so she could talk to me about my happy pills being upped which she already upped.... so it was but a pointless appointment. well then we went to tops and got katie food cuz food is good. hm yes... and my knee hurts for some unknown reason.. maybe it's from sitting like a catatonic skitsophrenic all the time... or maybe not